we'll see how long this lasts...

i am making my first trip to the gym today...i don't know what to expect. i have been to gyms before obviously, but not like a membership gym. just the ARC at school, and the occasional apartment gym. we'll see how it goes. i have high aspirations of going several times a week. i don't know how long that will last. hopefully long enough to get rid of this holiday weight. though i'm not sure if it is allowed to still be called holiday weight this far into the year. unless it is easter/mother's day holiday weight. either way i am determined to get rid of it. i hit my highest weight ever lately. most of it is located in my ass i have decided, so i'm going to lose it, to the horror of the boyfriend who for some reason prefers it at this larger size (granted he hasn't seen it at it's smaller, more appealing in my opinion, size).

update: i was instantly discouraged by the fact that i didn't even want to have to park far away from the entrance, as the sole purpose of going to the gym is to get in shape. i was about to suck it up and park far away, but at that very moment a spot right up front opened up, and so i took it. it was not bad working out. burning as many calories as i did in the 25 min. i was at the gym was actually nice. and made me feel less bad about the cake i had eaten earlier that day, as well as the cake i planned to eat later on in the evening. i blame my work for having cake and so much left overs that i took a large portion of it home.